This and That

Hmmm...
May be sounds wierd...But still i am writing this in here....

Today at 1.00 i walked out of B44 and walked till CCD at fountain deck asked for a Tropical Ice berg and started observing the Campus.....

In my nearly 2 years of stint wid infy..i dont remember sitting on the steps near the fountain deck with a big gang of friends....
I never sat in the smoking zone with anyof my friends juz enjoying that moment....
I never tried standing in the middle of the fountain deck and juz enjoy the feeling of standing over there....
I never sat on the wooden benches near B39 and 38 admiring the beauty of the fountain....

May be i was too busy running up and down everyday tryin to cathc up wid my work or may be my life....that i missed all those....

ANyway...I remember some quote by Gandhiji abt the real independence is wen a lady can walk in the streets of the country at midnite 12.00 without any fear...
I used to think if a girl walk like that at 12.00; add a white dress and open hair; No one will dare to approach her...

But now....wen i walk in the campus i felt ....Yes..This is my Infy...It gives me the security to walk like this @ Midnite...It is the feeling which came from deep inside which makes me actually feel a part of Infosys!!!....
I never really related myself with the feeling of being a part of infosys or never thought that i am one of the person contributing for success of Infosys...May be i am a drop in a sea but stilll...The drop had its own significance.....If drop is missing noone will notice...but yet.....Sea will be short of one drop...

Kya Problem hai!!!

Those old old days remind me of something which i've thought i've stopped thinking abt......
After becoming a SE i stoppped wondering wat ppl think abt me or wat my frnds talk abt me and all that stuff...
it reminded me of those insecure self conscious college days...the minute detail of how i am wearing my dupatta to what my grades should be...everything counted then...
But now...I dont care if i am leaving my hair open or wearing a pony or in the least i shave of my head!!!It doesnt bother me if my cubical mate think i have no style statement of my own or my module lead think i sometimes put forward crazy thoughts of what exactly i think of d project!!...
Wat matters for me the most now is Getting a LIFE..Yes i need to get a life....
People juz throw in the advices like "Go..get a Life" then u can see wat exactly the world is all about!!
But excuse me...doesn't my living like this mean I DONT HAVE A LIFE!!!or wat ever i am living now is it someone elses life????
Life mein to kabhi kabhi problems hote hain...but mere life mein aisa kaun sa problem hai jo mujhe PROBLEM kare ke highlight karna hai?????

Yes I lead this problem free life...and d problems i think that plague me nowadays are...Deadlines,Defetcs,Reviews!!!
Watever!!!!
lemme take a break and come back to fill this up!!!