Sunday, October 5, 2008

Am i really lost????

Since few days...hmm lemme be precise since 4 days....i feel lost!!!
I am happy and all and to be frank on cloud9!! but still........i feel lost!!

When some one told me...u'll understand how difficult it will be from the next morning...i juz smiled to myslef thinking lemme see if this can really affect me.....but...strangely i've been bitten by the bug...naah no not the LOVE bug.....i am not going to love someone only because they are entering into my life....i wanna fall in love with the person and see the magic as it slowly unveils itself!!

So i am crossing my fingers and hoping that days should pass by very soon.........very soon that suddenlywhen tommroow i open my eyes and see it is either november or february!!...............i smile to myself...i juz check my mobile every few minutes anticipating a call or msg...and cursing myself for the decision i took about no contact throught mobile :(................but still i smile and juz smile to myslef....feel as if everything is new..fresh...different....ohh crap..i think i can now juz sing...Kuch to hua hai song aloud and dont worry about the stares i get from people around!!!

Yeah...now that makes me feel better.....

Rang chamkile saare lagte hain......
Raah mein bikhre taarein lagte hain.....
Phool ab zyaada pyaare lagte hain...........
Maheki hui si jaisi hawa hai.........
Kuch to hua hai, kuch ho gaya hai!!!!!!

Adios...
DewD